2011/12/18 - 21 (one of those nights)
Located in a middle or high school which had this prestigious feeling about it. I was in a locker room with other students and we were preparing for an event in the gymnasium. Both boys and girls were in the room, but it was really huge so you'd have to walk a bit and go around a corner before seeing the others. I guess they were almost all 11-13 with a few boys slightly older than that. I was about the same age as the older boys, maybe older.
I walked to the entrance to the gymnasium which went through the girl's section of the locker room. A female supervisor was there. No exchange of words or anything; I just took notice of her presence. Aside from that I kept my head down but glanced up once. The girls were around a bench wearing white shirts and jeans. As I exited I stood near the end of the hall before it completely opened up to the gym floor. The low ceiling was also gone near the end. People were already performing out there.
There must have been some confusion...three girls from the locker room walk by me naked but stop before they're really out in the open. I see them by accident but quickly avert my gaze to stare off in the distance like I'm contemplating something else, like I didn't care. Mainly to put on a show to the people out on the floor and maybe in the bleachers, the ones who could see me. It felt nice to be (act like) a modest, upstanding person. I head back inside and glance over every now and then. No one seems to be clothed anymore, or partially at the very least (but it still left some parts completely exposed).
Dream ended shortly after.
There's that feeling you get when you see someone. It really touches or warms your heart to see that person. I had that feeling when I saw those three girls (I think they all looked the same) even though I can't really visualize them, and maybe I'll never be able to. It's an ideal.
I wasn't sad over the dream finishing off like that, but it did leave me feeling sad in a different way. You know, because I should expect it to never happen (meeting someone like that). And I put on the same appearance in that dream as I would in life. Never trying to interact. It's just reinforcing what I've always thought.
It left me longing after waking up, but that's over soon enough. Until something similar happens next time, whenever, in a dream or outside.
Oh, I forgot I was looking for an image.
It was the best one I could find after a few minutes of searching. That's pretty much what it looked like where I stood, but indoors. And a smaller field and laminated flooring.
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